The past is a dream and the future is a worry.

One of the kids I work with is doing a mini-project on the black death. I guess I will be hearing about death and suffering for the next few days. Ohp...Now he's going on about Lucifer. Better than Bob the Builder I guess.



I got a new tattoo. It's permanent. About as permanent as I am anyway. I'm going to see Jonah on saturday. A little three hour drive. It's like a little road trip. I love road trips. When I see those people who live in RV's driving around all the time, I often think of how I would like to truck around in that thing from state to state just checking shit out. Could be a lot of fun. Not when I'm 80 with my wife of 50 years, but like when I'm in my early 30's with a bunch of friends. Early 30's...wow. Do I want kids? I like my time. It'd be rare with rugrats running around. Indesicsiveness at its best.

Cellar door may sound beautiful, but it's a trap.

Today is probably the nicest day since it's stopped raining. Had an impromptu BBQ (Impromptque) today. The grill was abnormally clean which was nice so no cleaning was involved. I got marked for the rest of my life. Fine by me. My skin is always so dry. I don't know if it's the climate or what, but this dryness is annoying. I'm sure you all care about that. I need to get some new shorts. I have a few pairs, but I'd like more. While I'm stating what I need more of, I should start reading more of the news just to stay up with current events. Since I don't even have cable or anything I can't even watch the news or have it on in the background so I should just pick up a newspaper every now and then. Maybe this will keep me up to date with politics and what not also since it's pretty much foreign to me. Sometimes my lack of knowledge in said areas makes me feel stupid or not "in the know", so hopefully this will change. See you at the paperstand.

Her eyes could barely see; her mouth could barely breathe.

http://www.mirror.co.uk/news/top-stories/2009/03/13/vampire-found-in-venice-graveyard-115875-21195337/

Friend sent me this. It's pretty awesome. Imagine thinking that vampires exist and ramming a brick into someone's mouth. Dusting their hands off by lightly clapping their hands together vertically. Going home to eat dinner. Sleeping soundly at night. I think I would have no problem shoving a brick in the mouth of one of those pieces of shit. The more bricks used, the sounder I would sleep. Speaking of sleep, I didn't get too much last night. Got a bloody nose which is always fun.

You just keep me hangin' on.

It seems the sun is out to stay. It feels good on my skin amongst the cold breeze. Working now. Waiting to get off to go play. I had taco hell last night and it fucked me up good. I really felt like I was in hell; like I was slowly giving birth to an alien of sorts. That has passed.

If temperature didn't exist, I would love to walk on the surface of the sun. I think it would be beautiful. All the different shades of orange and some of red. The light so intense juxtaposed with such an absence just outside the atmosphere. Something to look forward to in my dreams I suppose.

Some new Earth perhaps...

I'm reading Stephen King write on how the world has moved on. I love his style of writing. Daylight savings time. It will now be brighter longer. I appreciate that. My eyes hurt to be open and I'm tired so I was just doing a quick little entry before bed. Going to go let my eyes rest.

I don't see any clouds...should i be worried?

So I thought I would venture out and start up a blog. Use it as more of something to help me remember what I do on a day to day (roughly) basis and just so when however much time passes, I can look back and remember what I accomplished...if anything. I'll keep this short since it's my first on here and what not. I'm working today which I don't usually do. Mom said she'd try and come down for a visit this week which would be nice since I haven't seen her in a while. The rain has cleared and it looks really nice out. I want to do something outside, but the kids don't want to. I'm always alone in my ideas to do something. Blah. More later.