Can I borrow your eyes?

This year is already half over. As slow as time feels, it sure is passing with great speed.

I'm starting to film a movie with my friend later this week. I think it will mainly be a slight trainwreck and not turn that great. I've tried to help make some changes and talk to him about certain aspects of the script that are pretty awful, but as of yet, it's going forward with little change. It's his baby though so I'll help him out. It will be an experience to say the least.

I've started watching Six Feet Under all over again. I feel comfortable when this show is on. There's something about the characters and their universe that I feel like I'm very slightly a part of and it's calming. It also occupies my brain and I can just zone out to it.



Watching Game of Thrones makes me want to travel to places all over the world. I would probably be slightly let down due to the fact of how no one would be dressed in rad outfits and there aren't tales of dragons or vicious kings to be weary of, but I still think I'd be OK with that. Speaking of which, I'm trying to get in gear with reading more. I want to, it's just something I have to make a conscious effort to do till I get in the habit of doing so again. There are a good handful of things I need to get in the habit of doing again. I've fallen in a funk and need to get out of it. Not sure how to do that yet, but I'll figure it out. My default feeling is something like not quite content. It's like having an itch I can't scratch. It's frustrating and I get frustrated that I'm frustrated.



I went and visited my mom this last week. I really enjoyed it. I love getting out of town and getting away. I spent some time by myself (nothing new there) walking around Auburn which was nice, and even the drive to and from which is a little over 2 hours each way, always is pleasant. I usually don't do much when I go up there, but it just feels like a completely different state when I'm there.

I'm tired. Work today was easily one of my least favorite days there. I should really start actively looking for a career type job.